After a half-hour passes, I was no longer able to ignore the voices. I bravely stood and stumbled into the dark to look for my small notebook and an ink pen. The joys of hotel living ring true even in the wee hours of the morning as I bumped into the table, jingled my keys while looking for a writing instrument and argued internally if I should try to write in the bathroom or over the kitchen sink. After all, Kirk was asleep in the bedroom and Vivian was asleep in the living room/kitchen area.
The bathroom seemed cold and uninviting. Finally I settled on a weird standing position over the sink since it was the only light available in any of our rooms that didn't disturb my sleeping, loved ones. (Now today I have a weird shoulder and neck soreness....)
Peering through such a small light, I took about twelve short pages of notes. I wrote a title for my novel (or play?). I wrote a few details about each of the main characters - names, ages, career, life status, etc. The opening scene was determined. I even thought of a few jokes and one-liners for two of the characters.
Then the ending came to me. I didn't even start writing my story but I already knew what the outcome would be. Is it bad luck to write the ending before you write your beginning? (I hope not! Quentin Tarantino doesn't follow a normal sequence, after all).
I drew initial inspiration from some of my favorite stories I enjoy reading over and over again. Typically I am drawn to women's fiction with stories on friendships and life lessons. But I need to dig deeper and figure out what is it about those tales that make them so likable and relatable. I have much research to do.
I wrote furiously until the pause set in. When I thought too deeply of what to detail next, I stopped. Or perhaps it was my sleep deprivation kicking in.
Now that I have a story in my head, I'm both excited and frightened. No idea has come to me so suddenly and so easily before. Especially not the characters and plot of how my story could unfold. I have my introduction and my ending mostly composed (in my head). It's the middle parts - the meat and potatoes of my story - that freak me out!!
Will I have the guts to continue writing? How do I keep this momentum going?
For all the writers out there (aspiring ones too) who happen to read this entry, I have several questions for you. I'd love to hear about your personal experiences or advice with this.
Here goes:
- How do your ideas come and flow?
- How do you write?
- Do the characters come to you first? Or your story? Or does it vary?
- Do you outline your story first? (That's what I mostly did
last nightthis morning). - How do you stay focused on your writing? Do you set yourself time limits or set aside writing time each day?
- How did you recognize your peak writing times, if you have them?
- Do you ever worry if you're writing a story similar to those you like to read and love? How do you keep your ideas fresh and original?
- And for those of you who may happen to have children, how the hell do you find time to write when you have a kid demanding your attention most of the time?
Well, I should really end this post and get back to my writing. After all, this is what I've always dreamed of doing. I love to write on my blog. After all, blogging is fun and a great way to make friends. However, my ultimate goal is to be writing something else -- a story, a novel, a play, a sitcom, or an article. So let me continue while these prolific juices are flowing....









14 comments:
Good for you on writing when your inspiration hits! :-)
I do my best work in the middle of the night. Just ask my husband!
I'll email you with my answers. Oh, I haven't forgotten about the nose picker. I have to find it after packing it somewhere.
Mandy, this is an exciting time for you. I'm so glad that you have a story brewing. I'll email you with my answers.
How exciting for you. There's a book I bought which I found really helpful: Writer's Market Companion by Feirtag, Cupito & the editors of Writer's Digest Books. It's available from Amazon and it has tond of helpful info in it.
"Where do you get your ideas?" I think Stephen King said it best -- writers are always asked that and the answer is always the same: "I don't know." Most of us don't know. They just...happen. The book I'll be writing during NaNoWriMo is something my boyfriend came up with, actually...and it'll be a sort of Time Travelers Wife for teens, although not really at all like that! I'm still formulating ideas but I don't really know the ending per se. Just a general idea. How nice it would be to know the exact ending before I even started. THAT seems like a book that's meant for you to write!
I told you -- you have it in you to write a GREAT book!! I got so excited reading this, probably more excited than I should be (is that creepy? haha). There's nothing better than feeling inspiration brush past you and catching it at the exact right moment. I'm so proud of you that you set up shop in the bathroom (no matter how uncomfortable it was) and basically wrote your outline! There's nothing wrong with knowing your ending before you know the rest of your book; many famous writers write this way. The end comes to them first, then they essentially write the story backwards. Crazy, right?
1.) I get ideas at the most random times, sometimes in the middle of the night right before I go to bed (like you). Whenever I get one, I jot it down in one of my moleskins or else I'll completely forget about it (which has happened before and is heart-breaking when all you can recall is that the idea was "brilliant").
2.) Hanging upside down from J's chin-up bar. Haha, j/k. I set aside a certain numbers of hours per day that need to be solely dedicated to writing. Even if I don't feel like it, I force myself because usually it's just procrastination talking and not actual writer's block.
3.) It varies, but usually the story comes to me first.
4.) I've never been a big outliner, but I'm paying for it dearly as I work on my first manuscript. It's harder to stay focused and have clear direction when I'm making it up as I go. I've come up with awesome new characters and plot twists I couldn't have fathomed at the beginning, but in the day-to-day it's harder to soldier on without a plan. I'm definitely outlining from here on out, in fact I've started outlining my 2nd book that I'll be doing for NaNoWriMo. I found a free outlining software program called "Personal Brain" that I LOVE. You should check it out, it lets you look at your notes on a map of sorts.
5.) See #2. But if I absolutely cannot focus and/or it feels like I'm drilling teeth trying to get words out I'll take a break and read. I think reading is the best way to battle writer's block because you can focus on someone else's text for a while.
6.) For some reason my peak writing time is between 4pm to 6pm. I have no clue why. Strange...
7.) Always. Many times I'll think "Ugh, someone has GOT to have written this before," but you know what? That's okay. Every story has already been told, it's about *how* you choose to tell it that will distinguish you from the rest.
Basically I'm just learning as I go. Initially I scoured book stores looking for books that would help guide me with helpful advice so that I wouldn't make any fatal flaws, but I found most of what I read actually hindered me and made me doubt myself. J told me to just forget about all that and write. So I did and I couldn't be happier! One book I do highly recommend though for beginning writers is "On Writing" by Stephen King. (Don't worry it's not scary.) ;) He's got good pointers and isn't patronizing in his tone.
Again, I'm sooo excited about your revelation last night! Are you going to do NaNoWriMo this year? Do it!!!! http://www.nanowrimo.org/eng/whatisnano
I already signed up and my username is TildonKatz (it's from "Mad Men"). If you sign up don't forget to add me! :D
I love it when ideas flow like that. It happens to me once in a while. Often at night ot sometimes when I'm on a walk outside. It's great when the ending comes to you with the original vision. I think those make the best stories! :) Congrats!!
Inspiration like that is a wonderful gift!
Mine are often completely unexpected (and almost never when I'm looking for them!)
Keep us posted on your progress! I'm so excited for you!
Awesome! I'm glad you have some good momentum going.
Woohoo! Answering questions via email.
Congrats on your ideas! I've had moments like those for sure. I'm only just beginning to write my novel and it's based on my experiences so I can't answer all of your questions (because the characters are all based on people who have been in my life at one point). I recommend modeling characters after people who already know, or at least borrowing characteristics. Because you know these people you can breath much more life into them.
I outlined this book and find outlining helpful because I am a huge organizational person. If it doesn't feel good to you to outline, don't do it! And if you do outline, don't be too married to it. As you go along you may decide it feels better to send your characters in a different direction, and you should follow the instinct over the outline.
Like I said, I just started. But I made a promise to myself that I would write for at least an hour a day, six days a week. An hour is pretty manageable (for me, I don't have kids) and it's enough time to get some good stuff flowing but not so long that it drags and I feel like I'm forcing it. I guess I would stress that point - not to force it. Definitely at least try to sit down and do that hour. But if it's not coming, don't force a bunch of crappy dribble that you hate onto the page. Take a break, read a blog or something that inspires you. The ideas will come when they come.
Yay for late night ideas! That's so exciting!!
I've been trying to come up with advice but I'm not a writer. I am, however, an artist so I was trying to come up with comparisons betweeen drawing and writing. I'm not getting anything too monumental though.
One thing I always like to do when drawing or designing is to stop and step back. Sometimes I get so into the details I forget to look at the big picture. I like to walk away from my drawing and come back with fresh eyes.
I also can't start with a crisp white piece of paper. Too clean. I always put some charcoal down first to get it a little dirty....not sure how that relates to writing a novel, but it was worth a shot!
Now, if you could just get your brain to come up with these ideas while you're awake so you could actually write them down without getting neck pains!
Love that you are full of ideas and inspiration. I get ideas all through out the day and keep my BB with me at all times to email myself ideas. Good luck on the beginning of something amazing for yoU!!!!
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